Monday, January 25, 2010
About that new Dissertation topic....
With the increase in emphasis on school choice options for families, the reasons parents/students choose different schools, and the outcomes of those choices, continue to be important. I am currently in an internship at a charter school here in Idaho which emphasizes an Expeditionary learning model. This year they expanded and added over 100 new students. This offered an opportunity to explore why these families chose to enroll at this charter school. However, because the school has been in operation for ten years, it is fairly stable in its curriculum and day-to-day organization, which is a huge plus. These families came into a successful school instead of stepping onto a new boat leaving the dock, like with my school!
My new dissertation topic examines parents' perceptions of how their choice has impacted their child's growth. In my thesis, it was interesting to look at parent/guardian's own elementary school experiences, and how that influenced their perceptions of their child's schooling. This is a big piece of this study, as well. Do parent experiences influence the act of making a choice? Do parent experiences color their perceptions of what school should be like, and their satisfaction with their child's school?
For my pilot study, I'll be talking with five parents/guardians. In the dissertation, I'll be talking to about 30 parents/guardians, as well as the students them selves, to compare perceptions. It's great to have a large population to draw from, because the more interviews I do, the better.
I'm doing good on my time line, so far. Have my project approved, and am submitting the Institutional Review Board paperwork tomorrow. That's the university approval process to make sure my research is safe for human subjects!
Am deep in the review of literature for the study. Best part so far has been finding a researcher in Finland who has spent a lot of time looking at the influence of parents' experiences on their perceptions of education. So my literature review is taking on an international flavor!
Onward and upward, one handhold at a time. :)
(I promise pictures of animals and scenery next time. Sorry for the dense text.)
Monday, January 18, 2010
Belay On!
The steps along the way up this cliff are numerous, and I'm trying to do most of them this semester, which is perhaps a little nuts. But then I churned through 2+ years of coursework in a year, so I have a track record for being a little nuts. There's also that black walnut tree outside my window which had a LOT of nuts this year. Maybe it was contagious! At any rate, here's what I have left to do, in order to earn my doctorate and get really great table reservations under "Dr. Gibson"...
Independent Study: 6 units of credit for reading and internship courses, to finish out my credits/experiences.
Graduate Assistantship Research: 20 hours a week of work on research projects with my advisor.
Comprehensive Evaluation: AKA "Comps". This is a project which shows that I am able to conduct research and that I am ready to work on my dissertation. There are three options, but I'm choosing to do the Pilot Study option. This allows me to do a smaller research project, closely related to my dissertation, in order to test out some ideas and further develop my research design. Through a Pilot Study, I also do a literature review, which will feed into my dissertation. I do a proposal for my comps, get that approved, then do the pilot study and write up a "mini" research report.
Defense of Comps: I present my Pilot Study and defend its merits in front of a jury of my professors and peers. They ask me questions. If I am capable at this step, I...
Advance to Candidacy: I am a "legal" candidate for a doctorate in education, and I have free rein to work on my dissertation research.
Dissertation Proposal: I write up a proposal and time line of my dissertation. If approved by my committee, I...
Conduct Dissertation: research, data collection, write up, etc. I hope to collect data before I leave Boise in June. Then I have a year to write my dissertation.
Defend Dissertation: Similar to defending Comps, but even bigger, more public, and more important. If I am successful, I am allowed to graduate. I'm shooting for May, 2011, but I realize that things come up, so I'll be flexible.
I changed my topic for my dissertation. But until it's fully approved and my Pilot Study is completely designed, I'm keeping quiet. Oh, and I'm still doing the Grammar of Schooling study, just as a research project for my graduate assistantship instead of for my dissertation. Needed more flexibility of time for that study than my self-imposed timeline for my dissertation would allow.
Wish me luck, and check in with me from time to time. It means a lot to me. This is the hardest part, and I understand now more fully the desire to walk away from something really hard, rather than trying and risk failing! Coming back to face this semester was tough--you have no idea how close I was to just tossing in the towel and heading home. But I've come so far, so fast, and I can do this. I think I can, at least! I finally started thinking about all my students from the past, and imagining they were all watching me, holding my belay rope. What would I want them to see? What would I model? That lit a fire under me. :)
Off to the races...
Friday, January 8, 2010
Are they Washing Out?
Here are my winter horses. While I was gone for two and a half weeks, my neighbor was feeding them. When I arrived back, he came to tell me that my hay was crap, that it was "washing" them. Which I understand now means it is running right through them. He then informed me that he'd been supplementing my crap grass hay with his alfalfa, and that I could continue to use the outside bales on his stack (which have been rained on and need to get used up, hint, hint). Hmmm.
My grass hay is the same hay they ate all last year. It's mixed grass hay, grown without pesticides, and it is weed free. Beautiful hay in my eye, but I have not had it analyzed, so it could be junk, I guess. There manure looks really good, as well.
Are they being "washed" out? I can't really tell, they look like my horses, and they are both covered in wooly mammoth fur! Horspoor recommended I post some pictures, so here they are... Would like to get anyone's feedback on how they look after almost two months of winter, and three months of eating the hay. Thank you!
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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Video Trials- Top and Maisa
Experimenting with uploading video from the video camera.
Here's a clip of Maisa Fahim at pasture last summer, I think.
And here's a video of Top lunging last week.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Back in Idaho


At Kathy and Dick's house in Humboldt.
Everything here looks good. There is a (expected) slush pile of muck in the stalls and arena, and I'll be busy for the next few days getting things cleaned up. But the horses look GREAT and seemed pretty pleased to see me. All blinky eyed and smiling. I'm so relieved. Being gone for over 2.5 weeks, I was beginning to worry.
The roads were perfect- I'm glad I waited another day and a half. No ice or snow anywhere, but banked up on the sides. I was quite fortunate. It's going to take me a while to get acclimated here again. I already miss the riding facilities at RA--clearly I will not be riding my horses anytime soon, given the ice in my arena! Bummer. Was having so much fun on Belle and Maisa. I guess I do need to be focusing on my dissertation research and reading, but still...lol.
Happy New Year everyone, and best wishes for whatever your plans are for the coming months!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Yay!!!! Thank You Dr. Winnacot

Okay, I got a second opinion. Arcy was pretty much on borrowed time when I got her down to Humboldt. Wasn't sure she was going to make it, with her frantic, manic episodes and panting attacks. Took her to see her old vet, Dr. Winnacot. He prescribed some non-steroidal anti-inflammatories, and some joint medicine.

After a week, she's a new dog. Well, she's still an old dog, but she's got a lot of new life in her. Much less stressed, much happier. Doesn't seem to be in any pain. She goes for long walks, and her feet don't puff up in the evening. Yes, she's still semi-senile, and has extremely vacant moments, but I feel really, really fortunate that I followed my gut, brought her down, and gave her a chance at a few more months (relatively pain free!) at least.
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So, here Arcy goes, into her 17th year, still ticking. Pretty cool.
O Christmas Tree
Note: Be sure to find a Noble Fir next year. Much easier to drench in ornamentation!
In fact, we had about five garlands left over! Unheard of.
Too funny-- And I thought HP doing the lights in the past was excessive...I got to do the lights this year, and I had to run out and get five more strands! The tree just ate them up. lol.
I could not get my camera to do justice to the lights deep in the tree, and the brushy branches of the Douglas Fir hide lots of ornaments. Still a pretty tree, though, I think.



Been horsing around a lot, riding, cleaning, playing around with vaulting with some kid riders. Painting kitchen cupboards at my brother's house, taking Arcy for long walks, visiting former students and catching up with old friends. Went to my house and found the Christmas ornaments, and put a tree up. Need to remember to get a Noble Fir next year. Douglas Firs are quite difficult to ornament properly! Also trimmed the fruit trees at my house.
Unfortunately, with the rain and the light-speed nature of my days, I haven't taken the kind of pictures I wanted. Ah well. It's all in my head, right? Would have been nice to have a picture of me pitching over the side of Belle when I was showing the girls a vaulting move...
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Made It!
As for the trip, we left at 7:15 am, Boise Time. Arrived on the Pacific Coast 15.5 hours later. Trip was fairly uneventful...
West of Vale, Oregon, the road was snow pack, beginning to break-up and freeze. Was like driving on a washboard, and I don't think I cracked 35 mph more than a couple times over about 80 miles of road. Passed a semi rig that didn't navigate a curve too well. I don't think he had put his chains on. Sideways on the shoulder. When I got past Burns, Or, and the pavement was clear, it was like a whole new world. 55 (the posted speed) never felt so fast!
The only other bit of trouble came west of Willow Creek, when the fog hit. Had to slow waaaaay down a couple times, just to even see the white line. When I was driving down 101 to the house I'm staying at, the fog played major tricks with my tired, tired eyes. Oncoming traffic lights made shadows of the signs on the side of the road dance and jump around at the side of the road, looking like herds of little deer waiting to jump across. I nearly came to a stop. Then laughed and realized I really needed to get off the road!
I'm off to my day. Will post pictures later. It's so green!!!!
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Outta Here!
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So... I'm packing up and heading home Wednesday morning, as early as humanly possible. The trip back to Humboldt takes 12.5 hours, if I don't stop anywhere except for gas, in the summer time. I'm prepared to take two days, if need be, but I'm hoping for the best road and weather conditions. Car is winterized and ready, and I am, in the words of my youngest brother, an insanely cautious, careful driver.
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Monday, December 7, 2009
Phew!
What do I say?How about "I'm Finished!!!!!"
Gone is the mountain of work from this semester. How did that happen?
Coming up on a year since I embarked on this Boise Venture of Mine, and after three semesters' of work, I've finished my classes and am ready to begin the "Comprehensive Exam" and "Dissertation" portion of my work. It' s mind boggling.
For now, I'm finishing my last class meetings, and the presentations I need to do for each. On my list from now to the 17th is to get my house in order. The fallout from this intense semester is not pretty....on my living quarters or on my personal self. Need a hair cut, need to clean my boots and wash a pile of clothes, need to clean and vacuum... LOL. Want to start organizing and packing for my trip back home for Christmas. Make arrangements for horses' care, make sure bills are paid, get Jetta checked out for cold weather travel, etc.

Warm Puppy
One of my dissertation committee professors gave me an assignment for my two weeks at home: absolutely no "academic" work. No thinking about education, dissertations, research, reading, etc. I think I can do that... I already have a list of things to do, people to see, and experiences to have that would take a month, as usual. Though I'll be bringing my computer to upload pictures and, possibly, video, I don't plan on spending much time on the computer. There are walnut bags to sew, an orange cake to make, a tree to decorate, presents to wrap, time to spend with people and animals I miss, Christmas dinner to prepare, walks to go on, movies to watch, and chairs to sink into and just sit...and...be....still.
It snowed last night, leaving over an inch on the ground. This house sits right on a busy "commuter" road that gets a lot of traffic from 7-8 am, and then 5-6 pm. Must say folks are driving slowly and quietly this morning! Oh, except for that truck pulling a trailer that just blasted by...lol.
Watching neighbor horses playing in snow...
Sunday, November 8, 2009
It's Hammer Time!!
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My office looks like its been hit by a hurricane. Stacks of books (now in loose mounds, thanks to Arcy's insistence in walking through and over the stacks, instead of around them, when she needs to find me), piles of articles and papers and notes... So you won't worry, thought I'd let you know I won't be blogging until after Dec. 14. In case you need evidence for this lack of communication, here's what I'll be doing for the next five weeks, minus the weekly reading, which I can't bear to list....Suffice it to say there are chapters and articles each week for 4 of my classes.
Holy Cow. Okay, I can do this. Better get back to work...
See you Soon! (Photos are of my peanut gallery, "cheering" me on!)
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11-9, Conference for Pilot Study on Jerome DONE
11-16, Advanced draft of Pilot Study on Jerome due oops, kind of missed this one...
11-17, DuFour book presentation/4-pg paper due DONE
11-18, Scholarly Paper -25 pg. (pre-service teacher ideas about teaching) DONE
TG Break (Yay, a week of work time uninterrupted by classes!) Done and Gone
11-30, Pilot Study on Jerome (25 pg.) Done!! WOW!!!
12-1, Article Evaluation for Quantitative methods class Teacher Cancelled!
12-2, Reading Notebook Due DONE
12-7, Research Proposal (Dissertation) DONE
12-7 Powerpoint presentation on Jerome Study DONE
12-7, Final Draft Jerome study due Done!!
12-8, CAMP Study PowerPoint presentation (DONE) and Prospectus Due
12-9, Book Review and Poster Presentation Due (Done with book review, just need to do poster)
12-14, Researcher Reflexivity notebook/reflection/paper due DONE
12-14, Internship Project- PowerPoint/Final Paper/Fieldstudy Notebook all Due. DONE
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Monday, November 2, 2009
Fall--Flying By

This isn't from Boise, but Stuart took this on his way north-west after visiting. You all KNOW how much I like yellow. Amazing sight.
In case you've wondered, yes, I'm still living and breathing, here in Idaho. :) What on earth possessed me to take five classes, on top of my Graduate assistantship and dissertation preparation? Good golly. Oh, I remember--I'm DONE with classes in SIX weeks! That's why. Okay. I think I'll make it. But I'm going to need some serious decompression time after Dec. 14th when I give my last presentation... Fair warning to my friends and family back home!
Last night's moon over mown hay fields and "purple mountain majesty."I'm going a tad stir-crazy with all this mental work, but it's what I signed up for, so I can't complain. Wish there was a house to go paint! Arcy is doing well.

Walking with Stuart. You can see the house behind him, days before the big winds stripped the Walnut of leaves and nuts...She loves to go for her walks, and tries to con me out of another can of food at night. Horses are doing well. They are beginning to look like wooly Yaks.

Hmm, guess who grew in a black winter coat? No more sun-burned brown for her!
It's below freezing at night now, and day temps get up into the 50's.
The trees are almost bare of leaves. My walnut tree, besides shedding its leaves and opening up my office window to light, dropped over five 5-gallon buckets of walnuts!

Tribble Eggs! Help, I've been invaded!
It's been a year since I came up here and found this house to rent. Regardless of what one of my friends thinks, I have only been here for 10 months, not two years. But some days it feels like two years!
Here's some pictures from the last month or so. I'm way behind in posting, but I'll make up for it over the winter holiday. Stuart came and visited a couple weeks ago, so I had some motivation to take some animal pictures. :)



Run, Stuart, Run! Trying to keep up with 15-year-old Arcy is NOT easy. Must be the good dog food....
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Twelve Weeks and Counting!
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In 12 weeks, I will be finished with my required courses for my doctorate. It seems rather insane, right now, to have taken on the five classes plus everything else, but the end result will be worth it. Having to say goodbye to Georgia took the wind out of my sails for a few weeks. I feel like I'm starting to rally back, now. Ber's soundness is steadily improving, Gio's eyes are on the mend, and Arcy has adjusted to being a single dog very well. Strange thing is, she has taken on some of Georgia's characteristics. If I'm stressed or feeling bad, she comes over to be petted, and her head is hot. When we go for walks, she has Georgia's jaunty head carriage, and likes to dart suddenly to the side of the trail to smell something, nearly pulling me off my feet. And she loves to be all snuggled up in blankets now, way more than she used to, and wears her coat all the time. Did I mention it has been freezing at night?
Oh, check out the hay delivery! Quite a bit different than December of 2008... Nice to know the horses are set.
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Please know that if I am out of touch, or don't check in, I'm just keeping my nose to the grindstone and doing what's on my voluminous list. Though I may not reach out and connect with you, if you get in touch with me I will definitely respond. Come December 15, I will come up for air and rejoin the world. lol. Arcy says as long as she has a cozy place to sleep, she's fine. Oh, and lots of walks. And good food. And a new sweater to wear in the house....
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For those who are interested, here are my classes and the rest of what I'm working on:
School Improvement Fieldwork. I am spending 80 hours working at a charter school that has an Expeditionary Learning focus. Helping them with their special education program. My end goal is to start up an expeditionary learning type school in a economically disadvantaged area. Expeditionary learning grew out of the Outward Bound program. The motto is "We are crew, not passengers." Active learning, out in the community, real projects, deep, meaningful, engaging.
Curriculum and Instruction. History of curriculum organization, assessing programs, designing curriculum... Getting some good tools out of the class, reading some important works that I had never been exposed to. Doing a curriculum research project on a school. We get to go on an overnight field trip October 18-19 to Jerome, Idaho to do research on a school. Pretty cool. My brother Stuart is coming to stay with the animals. Thank you, Stuart! (He's coming to visit anyway, but timed his visit for this.)
Qualitative Methods. How to conduct research, how to evaluate research. Qualitative methods include interviewing, observations, field notes, analyzing documents.... The Jerome project from the class above also is a project in this class, since the methods we are using are qualitative. Nice. I am also working on designing my pilot study for my dissertation as the final project for this class. I absolutely LOVE this course, the readings, the work. Really meaningful for me. Absolutely tons of reading for this class.
Quantitative Methods. How to conduct research, how to evaluate research. Quantitative methods include surveys, tests, and other numerical measurements of things. Statistics are used to evaluate results. The typical cause and effect kind of studies, as well as correlation. It is good information, but hard to relate to my dissertation. Our big project is designing a study, so I'm designing a project on academic self-efficacy of CAMP (College Assistance Migrant Program) students during their first year of college. Academic self-efficacy is a fairly good predictor of academic success in college, migrant/agricultural workers tend to have fairly low academic self-efficacy, yet students who participate in CAMP have the highest graduation rate at Boise State. So, I want to see what's going on with their academic self-efficacy. This study will be conducted next year, because I need to test students at the beginning of their first year.
Pedagogical Practices in Education. Basically, how are teachers taught to teach, how do teachers develop over their careers, what kind of professional development works, etc. Interesting class. Will be more relevant when/if I teach at the college level, so I'll ferret the information away. We need to do research project for this class. I am investigating RTI (Response to Intervention) as an alternative to special education referral. This is a project I am doing for the charter school, so it's nice to have it count for this class, too. Tons of reading for this class!!
But wait, there's more.
I am applying for a highly competitive PEO scholarship. The application is due on Halloween! Incredibly rigorous application, but it is really pushing me to think about what I am doing here, and why, which is really good. Wish me luck. It is based on academic excellence and performance and having worthy goals. This scholarship would allow me to work on my dissertation without having to have an outside job or work as a graduate assistant.
For my graduate assistantship, I help teach a Foundations in Education class, I am working on the second McNair paper, and I am designing the CAMP study (which also counts for Quantitative class, woohoo), among other miscellaneous things. The first McNair paper has been sent off for publication review.
For my dissertation, I am designing a pilot study, working on IRB paperwork (basically presenting my dissertation idea and explaining how I won't hurt any of my human subjects during the study), and researching/working on literature review.
I think that's it.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
September's Visitor!

My friend Jennifer came to visit last weekend. What a treat! I am grateful that she understood and put up with my study schedule. Surprisingly, we were able to fit many things into her two-day visit. The above shot of the corn was taken one late evening as we walked up the road to try and catch the herd of elusive "Oreo" cows. We were not successful, but on our way to the airport on Sunday, we finally caught them.



Friday evening, when Jennifer arrived, we stopped by my Graduate advisor/professor's house. His family was having a big shin-ding, and we hung out and ate some amazing food before we went to the Lake Hazel house. OH, the girls were so delighted to see her. They didn't let her move for about an hour. She had been confiscated!


On Saturday, Jen came with me to my riding lesson. To our great delight, the woman with the two Shire horses was out working with them:



Then I had my lesson on Sage. She's a very good girl. I'm beginning to feel better about my riding, slowly.




Then came Jennifer's chance to ride! After a 20 year hiatus, there she is, on a paint packer named Star. Here's an assortment of pictures so her son and daughter know that yes, indeed, their mom did ride,. :) She did a great job. They had some serious discussions about the difference between trot and canter cues. Star thought everything meant canter. Let's just say they did a lot of cantering.






After the lesson, we went by Vicki (real estate agent friend)'s house. Her PEO group was having a huge rummage sale. The rest of Saturday we spent at the house. I had to get my work done, and the girls wanted to spend more time with Jennifer.
Sunday, we went to Sheila and Danny Beals' garden to work. Gathered apples, squash, plums, and peaches. Jennifer made a peach crisp and a batch of zuchinni muffins.
Below is Fat and Sassy. You can decide who is who. Been over a month since either one did anything above a walk. Giovanna's eyes are looking pretty good, and I think I will be able to start working with her next weekend. Berhwood's leg (he put a puncture wound into his left front leg, which swelled like a stay-puff-marshmallow man) is healed, but he's still ouchy on his feet. I am hand-walking him on pasture, to try to build up his soles.
I took this picture of a quail, so I could show my friend back home how fat they were. Been threatening to send some to her part-bobcat cat, because his quail are so fit. The elite atheletes of the quail world, after 6 or so years of "Bobby" selection. Any way, when I saw the picture, I just laughed at the python stick. And the light is pretty nice, too.


Couldn't have been better timing.






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